Estrangement is rarely about one moment.
There is usually a much bigger story behind how a relationship reached this point.
Maybe you walked away after years of hurt, conflict, disappointment, or trying to make things work.
Maybe someone you love walked away from you and you are left trying to understand why. Maybe the distance happened slowly. Or maybe there was one final rupture after a long and complicated history.
There is no one-size-fits-all story of estrangement.
Sometimes estrangement has become necessary because the relationship has been deeply harmful or unsafe. There may have been years of emotional, verbal, physical, or sexual abuse, coercive control, neglect, addiction, family scapegoating, repeated boundary violations, or other serious harm. You may have tried for years to make the relationship work before finally reaching a point where you could not continue as things were.
Other times, the story is different. There may be unresolved conflict, misunderstandings, very different experiences of what happened, hurts that accumulated over time, or patterns that no one knew how to repair. Sometimes both people are carrying hurt. Sometimes one person wants to repair the relationship and the other doesn’t.
And sometimes you still don’t completely understand how you got here.
Estrangement can be an enormous loss because you are not only grieving the relationship as it is now. You may be grieving the relationship you used to have, the one you needed but never had, or the one you kept hoping would someday be different.
The person is still alive. The story may not feel finished. There may still be hope, even while you are trying to accept what is happening.
You might miss them and be angry with them. Love them and know you cannot keep doing what you were doing. Feel relieved and devastated at the same time.
You may question yourself over and over.
Did I do the right thing?
Could I have done something differently?
Should I reach out again?
Why did they leave?
Will we ever have a relationship again?
Estrangement can also change more than one relationship. It can affect your connection with other family members, holidays and important events, your sense of belonging, and even how you understand your own family and your place within it.
Making Sense of What Happened
You don’t have to come to me already knowing what you want to do.
We can start with what happened.
I want to understand what the relationship was like, what led up to the estrangement, what you tried, what happened between you, what you have lost, and what you are carrying now.
I am not here to decide who was right or wrong. I am also not going to automatically tell you to reconcile, forgive, go no-contact, or move on.
Sometimes reconciliation is possible.
Sometimes there can be a relationship, but it needs to be different than it was before.
Sometimes distance is necessary.
Sometimes you are ready to repair things, but the other person isn’t.
And sometimes the other person has made a decision you did not want and cannot change.
Part of our work may be figuring out what is still within your control and what isn’t. It may mean looking at whether repair is possible, learning how to have different boundaries, grieving what cannot be changed, or finding a way to live with unanswered questions.
You don’t have to make your story fit anyone else’s version of what estrangement means.
Choosing a counsellor is an important decision. I welcome you to book a complimentary 15-minute consultation where we can talk about what you are hoping for, answer any questions you may have, and see if working together feels like the right fit.
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A) A free consultation, or
B) If you are ready to book a session, a booking link.
** All sessions are offered online, including EMDR therapy. This means you can meet with me from home, while you’re on vacation, at work, or even from your car.