Developmental trauma can feel like carrying the weight of experiences that were too much for you to handle alone, especially when you were young and the people around you were not able to provide the safety, support, or understanding you needed.
You may have spent years feeling the effects of things you could not fully explain. You may wonder why you feel anxious, overwhelmed, exhausted, disconnected from yourself, or why certain relationships feel so difficult.
You may have learned to pay close attention to other people’s emotions, facial expressions, and tone of voice because knowing what was happening around you helped you feel safer.
You may have become the person who tried to keep the peace, avoid conflict, take care of others, or make yourself smaller when things felt uncertain.
As a child, you may have carried things that were never yours to carry.
You may have felt responsible for other people’s emotions, worried about keeping things okay, or learned that your own needs had to wait.
That is a lot for a child to carry.
Children are meant to feel safe, supported, understood, and cared for. They are not meant to carry the emotional weight of the adults around them or constantly adapt to an environment where their needs, feelings, or experiences are overlooked.
You may have spent years adapting to what was happening around you because you had to.
You adapted because you needed a way to survive, stay connected, and make sense of experiences that felt overwhelming.
The ways you learned to cope were not signs that something was wrong with you. They were understandable responses to what you experienced.
The challenge is that the things that helped you survive then can continue to affect how you see yourself, your relationships, and the world around you today.
How Developmental Trauma Can Show Up
Developmental trauma is not only about what happened. It is also about what your mind and body learned from those experiences.
You may find yourself:
• Overthinking and second guessing yourself
• Feeling responsible for other people’s emotions
• Struggling to trust yourself or your decisions
• Feeling like you need to keep everyone happy
• Having difficulty setting boundaries
• Feeling shame, self doubt, or like you are never enough
• Being highly independent while longing for support
• Feeling disconnected from your own needs, emotions, or sense of self
• Feeling constantly alert for problems or changes in others
These patterns often developed for a reason.
They were ways your mind and body tried to protect you through experiences where you did not feel safe, supported, or understood.
Understanding the Parts of You That Developed to Protect You
Over time, these responses can begin to feel like different parts of yourself showing up in different situations.
A part of you may try to stay in control and anticipate everything.
A part of you may work hard to please others, avoid conflict, or explain yourself so you will be understood.
A part of you may become critical, push you harder, or tell you that you need to do better.
A part of you may shut down, disconnect, or numb emotions when things feel too overwhelming.
There may also be younger, more vulnerable parts of you that carry fear, hurt, shame, or a longing to feel seen and cared for.
These parts are not the problem. They developed for a reason.
They were trying to protect you and help you navigate experiences that felt too much to handle at the time.
Working Together
I understand that reaching out for therapy may not feel easy.
When you have spent years feeling dismissed, misunderstood, blamed, or responsible for keeping things together, trusting someone new can feel vulnerable.
You may have learned to protect yourself, question your own experiences, or be cautious about whether someone will truly understand.
I do not expect trust to happen overnight. Our relationship is something we build together over time.
I want to get to know you as a person, not just what you are struggling with. I want to understand what you have been through, what has shaped you, what matters to you, and what healing looks like for you.
You are more than what happened to you. Our work together is not about focusing only on what is hurting. It is about understanding all of you.
Together, we explore how your experiences continue to show up in your thoughts, emotions, body, relationships, and sense of yourself.
Trauma can be held through emotions, body sensations, images, memories, and beliefs you developed about yourself and the world.
We gently work with what still feels stuck and help you understand the patterns that developed through your experiences.
This may include exploring painful beliefs that developed through developmental trauma, such as:
“I am not enough.”
“My needs do not matter.”
“I cannot trust myself.”
“I have to handle everything on my own.”
Together, we look at where these beliefs came from, how they once helped you survive, and how you can begin building a more compassionate and secure relationship with yourself.
Before deeper trauma processing, we focus on creating safety, understanding your responses, and building the tools you need to feel supported throughout the process.
Trauma therapy is not about forcing you to revisit painful experiences before you are ready. We move at a pace that respects what you have been through while creating space to process what feels stuck.
Through trauma informed and experiential therapy, including approaches such as EMDR and parts work, we work toward helping painful experiences feel less overwhelming and less present in your everyday life.
Together, we work to help you heal from what happened and also develop what may not have been fully nurtured earlier, including self trust, emotional regulation, healthy boundaries, and a secure sense of self.
Over time, healing can mean feeling more grounded, more connected to yourself, and more able to move through life with greater confidence and a deeper sense of safety.
If faith is important to your healing process, I also offer counselling from an accepting Christian perspective.
Choosing a counsellor is an important decision. I welcome you to book a complimentary 15-minute consultation where we can talk about what you are hoping for, answer any questions you may have, and see if working together feels like the right fit.
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A) A free consultation, or
B) If you are ready to book a session, a booking link.
** All sessions are offered online, including EMDR therapy. This means you can meet with me from home, while you’re on vacation, at work, or even from your car.